Trey Songz - First Love Remix

Alright Trey Song is like my favorite singer rightnow.He be making hits songs that i relate to but i dont understand why he always talking about losing a girl or trying get a girl when he can have any girl he wants[head rubber].But the reason i put this song on here because I LOVE IT! and I lost my first love[assata] sadly then i found a new love that i loved more then my first love name Saafir fucking beautiful ,sexy ,pretty&most amazing Taylor!,Well this song remind me of her cause she has a new boy and i really miss her loving&it drives me crazy to see her with someone else.She left me because i MESSES UP big time like a major mess up so if she dont take me back i understand but she is the LOVE of my life.I want to spend the rest of my life with this girl.Im talking married and all but it doesnt look like its going happen tho [tear tear].I mean she waited for me for SOOOO LONG and she got tired of waiting.Who ever said?"you dont know what you have untill you lose it"i feel like they were talking right to me.Well Saafir im not trying force myself back into your life its all on you whats goin happen.She said we need a fucking "break" bka never getting back together.So im giving her the "break" she want.I want be the same without her.i just want"/.